Funny!

...but it gets better!

Just an update! Feel so much better right now. I decided not to let it get to me, put on some great feel good-music (mostly Glee, yea, I'm a nerd. What's it to ya!? :P) And danced and sang my ass off. Had to stop because it's quite late, and I think my neighbours might mind! But I had such a great time :) Just to let you know!

Disappointment

I don't know what I do wrong. I've been doing pretty good this week and yet the scales doesn't move. I know that one weighs more in the evenings than in the mornings but still.
I remember the last time I did this diet and the first two weeks nothing happend, but then the kgs just dropped! :( Maybe because I'm on my period, but still... I'm really disappointed and feel like binging hard at the same time as I have no apetite at all. I feel disgusting. Luckily I have almost no food at home and I'm way to tired to cook. All I had today was a 133 cals sallad and 2 clementines (about 70 cals).

Finally finished my essay, I feel alright about it. Hopefully I will pass. Right now I don't feel very optimistic about anything.

Only one week left and I know that there is no way that I will dropp to where I want to. You guys have any other diets I might try? Maybe the SGD just isn't for me. I kinda like the idea of trying the Russian Gymnast Diet, but there isn't many fruits I can eat because of allergies. You think it would be possible to do that diet with only citrus fruits or microwaved apples? (I can't eat raw apples because I'm allergic to the acids)

Please help me out here! I know that there is about 50 readers on here/day, some of you must have an idea?

Also, if you have any ideas on how to spice up the blog, let me know. I'm open for suggestions!

Fridens liljor!

Stressed out

Woke up with a migraine this morning. So I've been sleeping all day, not writing on my essay at all and it is due tomorrow! Let's pull an all-nighter!

All I had to eat today was 5 rice crisps (Friggs), 30 cals/each and drank lots and lots of water. I don't really get hungry when having headaches, they make me kind of sick.

I found this funny comic from Explosm, I just love cyanide and happiness! That will have to do until I have time to write something more interesting!

Got lucky

Hello all,

sorry for not posting yesterday, but I was in school all day and then me an a friend had a couple glasses of wine, and hey, before you know it we're at his place. So at least one basic need was satisfied yesterday :) Only thing is that all the wine made me a bit hung over today and a bit nauseous all day.

I hardly had anything to eat yesterday, again I had the awesome shrimp sallad, I think I'll post a picture of it next time I eat it. It deserves to be spread on the net!

Anyways, I promis I will post better on friday when this essay is due, I'll give you my stats i think.

Fridens liljor!

Good day!

Today has been a really good day, after a stressful night. Last time I checked the time because I couldn't sleep it was 3:30 in the morning. That means about 3 hours sleep. But I'm been going on override today and havn't been to tired.

I also feel that I have made up for my bad behavior this weekend, only had a small shrimp sallad today around 18 o clock and it was only 133 cals. I havn't really felt hungry at all. It was a bit painful right around twelve when I'm usually is having lunch at work, but I just ignored it until it went away. Yey!
Now I'm home though and now the real struggles begins since I know I will have to study until late and that I have delicious rice cakes in my kitchen + pb.  Someone give me the strength!

I'm gonna fill up a huge bottle of water so that I can fill me up with that instead! I can't wait 'til next monday, then I will finally be able to start a somewhat decent work out regim, at least once a week. It's better than nothing, right?

Only 8 viewers left until 400, give me your thoughts on what I should do to celebrate! Any juicy facts your wondering about? Want a grammar lesson in french? Let me know!

Eyes are bleeding...

My eyes are like bleeding from reading so much, and I'm not done yet! Have to finish a book in french by tomorrow and I have like 40 pages left. I know it doesn't sound like much, but I'm not on a high level french and the language is pretty difficult.

I managed no to over eat yesterday. I was in school all day long and just had this plate of food that they call: Health plate! Haha! It's this tiny amount of chicken, some melon and just some keso. Yum!

Today was worse though, one sunday/month my family join these other two families for sunday dinner and now we're talking real, old school, swedish cooking. I just know that I've over eaten. I probably wont have the time to eat tomorrow so I'll see tomorrow as a water up day and somewhat a remedy for this weekend's poorly results. I know it's not healthy, but heck, I think I'm on a plateau or something. It was the same thing last time I tried something like this and it's really frustrating. Hopefully next week is when it all kicks into action.

This is what my weekend has felt like!

Hope you all hade a lovely weekend, I love to see that there is more and more of you dropping by each day! How about a small celebration when we hit 400? What would you like to see on the blog to celebrate that? Don't be shy, give me some options!

Well, now I'm just gonna dry the blood out of my eyes and keep on reading. Merde, putain!

Fridens liljor!

Starving!

It's almost ten at night here and I've just finished working. I'm so tired! Too tired to write this, but what do you do! I can't have to night of not writing!

I have barely eaten today, I had some grapes at the office and that's it, so now I just ordered a small sashimi (home delivery, o yea!), I'll count the calories when it gets here, and I'm thinking about swopping today's calories with tomorrow's. Tomorrow I'll just be in school studying all day anyway so there's no reason for having that high cal limit. So, if tomorrow is 500. Do you have any good tips on what to snack on all day? I rather have like 10 small snacks than one big meal tomorrow. Don't say cucumber :P

Yesterday was great, after school (again, with no time for lunch :() we all went on an "after school", we didn't get home until like 2 am so I was a wreck this morning. But it was so much fun! We all just had a couple of drinks, went to dinner (I ordered this thai beef sallad, but they messed my order up so I hardly had any, keeping me within limits :P) and then went to karaoke! I love karaoke! I did my "I will survive" as always and then a grease duet with the guy I think I've told you about! Yey! Also, I looked super cute in my outfit.

Best thing, one of the girls there (really slim and pretty) said that she was jealous of my thin (?!) thighs! Made my night!

Sorry for not posting so much on what I eat, and how many calories, but my days have been so hectic so I just quickly calculate, is happy with the result or change my mind, and then forgets about it! Haha

I'll try to do better!

Have a nice weekend, all of you!

Fridens liljor.

Bad, bad day

In so many ways. Food... don't even get me started. I think I've eaten at least 200 calories over the limit. And no time to work it off, damn damn. Tomorrow I'll do super good! I blame it on the cold, I just felt as if I would fall down and fall asleep on the spot if I wouldn't eat something, and trust me, the alternatives at our school aren't the best. Yuck!

And I've only lost a kilo so far. Maybe because I'm not working out, but is it really supposed to go this slow?

Then I got scolded in class for not finishing a book! Gah! I hate that feeling, but there's been so much this week. Anyways, bye bye life for a couple of days. If I don't post long it's because of school.

Good thing though, I got a dress delivered today that I've completely forgotten that I've ordered. It's really cute. We're having this "after school" thing tomorrow, I think I will wear it with my new over knee socks with ribbons. What do you think? You can't really make out the pattern in the pictures, but it's like flowers.

Now I'll have to run down and get my beanies and mittens, it's getting really cold up here! 

Fridens liljor!

Poor little me!

I've catched a cold of some sort. My brain is trying to move out of my head and I'm tired all the time. My whole body is trembling! That's why I didn't write anything last night. I just got home, made mum make me dinner and then went straight to bed after having a long bath.

I did have the crayfish sallad for lunch, it was great, and really filling! For dinner I decided not to count the veggies since I reckoned that I needed all the extra energy I could get because of feeling sick. So me and my mum had these tiny sirloins steaks, about 110 grams (about 180 cals) with a green mix sallad, cherry tomatoes and some parmesan cheese on top. I don't even remember falling asleep!

Today, I have been as good as yesterday, if not better! I started out with a cup a soup for brunch (55 cals) and then for dinner I cooked for my mum and she loved it! I love cooking! And this time I tried something new and it was only 200 cals/serving. I made this really nice mushroom lasagna with truffle foam. I got the recipe from this book:

4 persons

Yum! 

Other fun things today, me and my mum met up at the mal close to where we work to buy her some mittens, instead we got home with this for me:

It's this hair curler that works with IR-heat, a new shampoo that we got for free from the gorgeous man selling us the curler (both from HerStyler) and some knee socks with ribbons (Twilfit). Big like on that! 

Also, when we went grocery shopping, the store we went to had this bright pink trolley that totally made my day! It's SO pink! Not that I have a pink fetish or anything, but it's just so much fun!

O well, now I have to finish writing a questionaire for school tomorrow. No rest for the wicked... not even the sick ones!

Fridens liljor!