Gah! I don't understand why it has to be so damn hard!! It's not like I havn't done it before. Why can't I stay in control this time! I had a major food binge tonight and I feel really bad about everything!
I'm afraid to step on the scale. But I know I have to soon. Monday, monday I will find out what I've been doing to myself! I feel like a fat cow! How do you all stay so strong?! I just want to be back to this:
I have a feeling tomorrow isn't going to be much better though. I'll do my best though... At least I'm no eating after 8... yey...